thanks for the memory

hey guys finally back in action..sorry for keeping you guys waiting if you guys acturlly come to my blog..well first...thanks alot for coming over droping by...whteva they call it..thanks neway..ahaha.

well thinks had been going crazy this days...really very very bz..no time for tis no time for that..well im back..

so basicly i had to change school..emm did i like tell you guys or post about it..ow..nvm..well yea..so had been runing around gething things done..well yea i just got it done..well went to the school last friday....yea..last friday..well it ain as big as smk5 but well prety ok la..student teachers..well i got to admit the diciplin...very hi...dont know how am i gonna fit in..but really hope i do..wait i have to..no choice..haha..

so hmm...ow ya..really miss you guys...I LUV YOU 4F!!!!so far you guys are still the best...well i dont know about this coming tuesday event in pavi..watch movie or i dont know..well if you guys really wanna come pls buzz me ok..comfirm it then yea..w'll see how..

i guess that is..i had fun...hope you guys do...chaos love you guys...

tost to the deth

had been awhile scens i have blog..well things are going well i guess..things waz rite till i dont knw..

owya..em the title..dont care about it..it got ntg to do with this blog..just a name..it sounds cool..

well things waz kind of ok for the past few days..well waz having exem..well dint really care..alot of things hav been hapening..well wont say those thts in personal..well in general..i..i..mayb going out of smk s5..well i not to say dont like tht school..but i just dont like jun ass hole..thts all..so she gave me a surat amaran berat..so i gust i just have to leave before i get kick out..well my parents also want me to..so ok..

well as you know i cut my hair..she says its very scery..well i agree..now im like having hard time finding schol..i realy dont knw wht to do..God knows whts best..let him do the job..sorry babe if i made you mad..sorry if i shouted at you k..im really strest..

i went to see the home school 2day..well it waz ok..but it will be the last choice..now we are consedering hill crest or some sentul school..well ok..lets see how it goes..i just doing like it when thy keep on hupping on my hair..n my ear ring and all..haizz..i just hope thy can live with it and a school tht will be able to take me in this chodition..GOD HELP ME!!!!just hope puan jun ass hole wont do anything when she sees me tomorrow and for the nex few days..till i get out of school..

aits..chaos...

luv you babe..take care,.nits...

prety ulgly

dint realy blog during the week ends n all..realy dunt knw wht to blog about..

emm..lets just start frm sat..

well sat waz emm..ok la..went to chuch..dunt hav uth meting coz thy hav some ladies thingi..so the boys r going to k club..haha..well obviously i went la..haha..so went v reach there first thing waz..BSB..its so da bao whn micle its in our group..haha..so v plyed n all..

thn jonatan n nadim came along..well coz thy go there for gym..so i went along la..haha.thy bcame my trainer..haha..its kind of fun la..haha..but realy tirering..haha..

thn after tht went tution n all..haha..thn so my long lost cozen..haha..well v got catogeries..haha..some of my cozen r like u can see thm everyday..some is sometimes n some r long lost..haha..so tht day is 1 of my cozens birthday...well carogorise under some times meet..haha..so all of thm came bac..haha..so ply till like realy xiao..haha..

so after tht went to eat at some chinice resteron..thn you msg me..

dint realy 1 2 eat coz no epitite..

so thts it for sat..

well sunday..wazent realy in the mood
woke up..still very tired..dunt 1 2 think about anything..just go 2 chuch..blablabla..

after chuch went to my uncle house..i dint knw it waz mothers day till he cooked!!HE COOKED!!I DINT KNW THT HE CAN!!lolzz..for so many years i think thts the first time he cooked..haha..wel not bad uncle..haha..

so v just ply...blablabla...thn i went down n watch tv with my uncle..haha..v saw this gay guy on tv..haha..so eww..haha..so v laught haha..so funi..haha..

thn monday..wich its 2day..

dint go school coz it waz chinices exem..hehe..so just stay home..thn went to the gym..after tht i ate in the club..its waz like..wow...i 1 guy eat up 2 50 buck..haha..my mom is so gona kill me..haha..but its food..so nvm..haha..

after tht went tution..blablabla..now home bloging.thy just faught..arhh..hate it..

i dunt knw whts up or wht u hear frm plp tht made u like this..i knw theres no point exsplaining my slf coz u wont trust anything i say nemore..till now i still dunt knw y r u so mad at me n wht it all about..well u always dunt 1 2 tell me ur probs n keep it all to ur slf thn 1 2 shout at me..well i dunt mind but tell me wht izit about lo..haizz..its just so iritating doing so..still now i cant do anything els but just think of wht i did tht made u this way..just hope u will tel me everything so tht v can just make things clear..

luv ya..

rendos..

well this some rendoms stuf..aha..just ntg to do..hehe..well hmmm

my class hav 3 ofitial couples now..haha..first 1...lu n some guy..haha..tht guys is funni i tell you..haha..cant blive she acturly go for him..haha..thn 2nd 1 its..eujin n his brandon..haha.v call thm gay couples..coz thy realy look like 1..haha..always ply 2gether n everything 2gether..haha..thn 3rd 1..haha..this funni,.haha..its ULTIMATE FAT JET AKA BIMBO..haha..with HAIKAL AKA WHO WANTS TO BE ON TOP..hahahaha...well he got tht name coz tht day he waz craping thn sudently he say who 1na be on top realy like a gurl..hahaha..so we just call him tht..hahaha..

n in our class got this guy..hahaha..his realy a comidient..haha...whn ever teacher ask him to read..he cant..hahaha..he will just read n every1 will laught..haahha..n add on me n boon hoe the always noissy 1..thn ervy1 making noice..tht makes a class out of noice..hahahaha...

oww..finaly v got a band name..its cradle of love..hehe..going on our first song..hmmm..well not to bad..now waiting for boon hoe to come out with the melodie thn v r done..hehe..

chao..

lalala

well if waz like a nomel school day la..sapose to post this yesterday but dint hav time..

so yea it waz a nomel school day..u knw..go to school..just go b a dumbo..well first few peried is dunt knw wht sub la..so just dnt care la..thn v hav mths tht day..obviously our teacher is ms.lc squere..so she will blablabla lo..so tht time she waz like teacher n i waz slping..hahahaha..so she just continew teaching lo..haha..thn after teaching she came to boon hoe..well gust wht she said..she waz like critisizing the musitions..i waz like so mad about it u knw..its like wtf u hav no rites to say tht dumbo..hate her..arh..

thn after tht it waz like reces..so just dont care la.go down n eat..so me n boon hoe waz like kind of emo for awhile..thn later our frens came down d..thn ok d la..but still hate her..hehe..

thn after tht wen bac to class..thn just push here n there..haha..ply wash..hahaha..thn teacher come d..haha..okok chill..blablabla...thn sej time..aha..so blablala...thn after sej still got some extrea time thn only finish schooll..so we just sit around n chat lo..haha..me n boon hoe waz like..wht if v play wash with teachers..haha..thn teachers go striping thm slf.hahaha..thn talk about our dogs eathing our homework..hahaha..thn some rendom stuf la..haha..dan stupid..haha..but very funi..haha..

thn wen i done school mom come n pic me..well its dads birthday..so obviously v go eat la..haha..so went n eat lo..well just a nomel lunch la..haha..

thn after tht went back to school..coz got audition for some hari guru thing..aha..so went back lo..but end us so suckish.dunt 1 2 ply la..lazy...so went to ply bsb..haha..ply ply ply..thn sudently some stupid teacher come n take the ball..thn i ask la y he take the ball..he say coz ur plying with budak petang..so wht its his pj wht..thn blablabla..he say if u 1 the ball thn go to peabat n take la..so ok la..i folow him..thn walk walk walk..go in pejabat..thn he say..mana boleh masuk..thn i say..saya tak kisah,saya nak bola saje..thn he walk to the toilet with the ball so i follow la..thn he close the dore..thn he say u berani ambill bola itu la..thn i take la..whn i 1 2 take he go put it bhind..so i say la..asal kau i nak bola je..thn blablabla..like he 1 2 fight with me..but thn he sket..haha.lolzz...thn blablabla.i talke back the ball thn chao..dunt care about him.haha..

thn went back..go chuch...lepak..hehe..

thn after chuch went to victoria station to eat..cause its dads birthday..duhh..blablala...thn go home..slp..haha...chao..

sorry if i every made you angry k..wont do tht nemore..luv ya..

freaks

dam stupid la 2day..went to school like nomel la..hoping to get back my ipod..n gust wht..after perhimpunan..i went to see ustat..so okey la..i gav the surat kebenaran to him..wich he ask me to la..so ok..gave him..thn he went to see puan junaidah..tht fucker..so whn he went n see him..she u knw la..ass hole talking again lo..like the school is hers like tht..blablabla..in my heart waz like shut the fuck up man..but i dint say la..i tahan..so she blablabla..thn she say i u 1 2 giv u shude giv b4 kena rampas not after..but its like ustat say if i giv him i can stright away get it rite..she just say i dunt care..its like..so fucker man..

thn fine la..i go to class..stright away call my prents..i tell thm if thy dunt come now im so gona bit the shit out of her..wich i almost did..so i gust thy did come la..thy went to talk to her..thn thy talk la..blablabla..

thn i just la go to class like nomel..1ted to smash her car mirror..but mayb nextime..call out side plp to do it..so after school lo..my parents come n tak me lo..went out for lunch la..well obviously v will talk about it la..so i ask la..so wht teacher say n all la..thn i ask wheres my ipod n my baton la..my dad its like so fucking me up i tell you..such a cock head..at first i dint knw he toke those stuf bac d..thn my mum told me la..the ipod its with her..thn blablbala...thn i ask..weres my baton..my dad say he had just dispose it..i waz like wht the fuck..its my hard ern money n u can just get rid of it just like tht..like so dam bull shit i tell you..so i get pist off la..so i just left n toke my own way bac home..dunt care about thm...well it cost me 10 bucks..but who cares..so go back la..the time i reach bac thy wer back d..so i dunt care la...just go to my room..thn only my mum come giv it to me..its like arhh..dam stupid..if thy will to giv me erlier i dunt hav to wayst my 10 bucks..arrh wht eva la..now i got my baby bac..its all fine..my baton i mean.

miss you baby..muakzz..well v will go out some other time k..im always here for you..luv you..

fault line a fault of mine..

busted..

well went to school 2day..wazent a realy good day for me..

well first thing in the morning..thy say 1 us to stay back coz got some buku koko thing..so ok la..i satay la..thn after everying sudently got spot cek..die..comfirm die..brought whole lot of shit to school 2day..well

try 2 run a few times..cant get to..so just sit n see wht will hapen la..so barny came n chek me la..haizz dam stupid la he..dunt knw how to hide 1..haizz..toke my ipod la..but still ok la..dunt mind coz can get bac coz im having ict need it..thn toke out my baton..die lo...shit..take still nvm u knw..take n ply samore..open up thn dunt knw how to close back..dam stupid..very bo song d lo..idiot 1..thn after tht go line by line recek again..now lagi worst..freaking puan jun is their..u knw la..hate her like shit 1..dam lan c 1..popek popek only she knw..so she memang dunt like me la..so dunt care la..let her talk..just stand their n giv her the look la..

thn at the same time this pengawaz name also daniel..open my beg..find find find..stupid feler..go open all my compartment..well acturly smart la..he knws i gust..well he to sumthing frm me la..well only sum of u will knw whts tht..haha..not gona say..those tht knw dunt say any thing a..well thn ustat happy d la..coz got sumthing d lo..so he ask me to stand aside first la..thn blablabla..thn he come n talk to me la..ask me rite name n all those..thn ask for my mum number..ofcoz a dunt giv..so he also nvm la..after write name thn go back class lo..blablabla..

dam emo for the whole day lo..thn ict class..i wen to ask teacher to hlp me..but hes a good guy la..he hlp me la..he write a leter let me get back my ipod..thn i went finding for ustat..but dunt knw where he run already..so nvm la..2morow ne go n take..

thn go back tution..dam tired..well lucky u were their smsing me..if not i tell you i slp already..haha..

thn i went back..sit on my com..going to blog..sudently my mum prest the phone msg..its freaking puan jun..blablabla..say everything out d lo..dam diao..arhh..i just hate her la..if i get to see her out side i tell you i will kill her..watch out you bitch!!..

well i dunt realy like tht dear thingi in your blog..i gust its sum guy u like la..haizz..i dunt knw..whtever izit just tell me the truth k..i dunt think wht u told me its the truth lo..haizz dunt knw la..

@.@

wht els can i say..well i dunt realy care ne more..im just so over it k..well lets just forget about it..ain like thinking about it..

just bord of all the fighthing n everything..if u 1na hate me..go ahead..in just so bord of all this..

life its just to short for stuf like this..all you ever 1ted is me 2 undertand you..well all i ever 1 is for u 2 let me understand you..

if forgeting me is all you 1..just say so..

your just hav to b tht way...

well up 2 you...

im just so bord..2day dint go school..lazy to go..just 1 2 b an emo kid..kind of sick also la..well who cares..not like going to school can do any beter..

well gtg..chao..

life is just to short for stuf like this..if u still 1na carry on..well no 1 can stop tht..im not tht free to ply this game k..lets just get over this n go on like now v nomely do..

im just so sick of all this..well up 2 you..no 1 can control you..your life..just hoping it just stops here..

whteva izit..luv you babe..

can v start this all over!!??

sorry??y saying sory??not your fault also..well ofcoz i 1 2 gain bac tht trust frm you lo..haizzz...i realy feel like jurk now..about yesterday..its ok..i understand..well just 1 2 get over it..dunt realy 1 2 keep record of bad..very anoying 1 i tell you..lolzzz..

well neway...just hope tht this work out..well dint knw u wer waiting for me to msg you..always taught u got sum other guy of waithing for sum other guy u knw..well now i knw ..well ok thn i will try to msg you now adays k..if you 1 la..emm well acturly i dunt mind you going tru my stuf..well i kindda like it acturly..lolzz..aya its ok la..i go tru yours also..lolzz..oopsss..sry..lolzz..

well dunt talk about it d la..after canot get over it..

hmmm..lets talk about 2day..well waz kind of emo..well its a combination of alot of stuf la..haha..well dunt 1 2 get in detail..but later on waz kind of find d la..well dunt knw y but i knwtist most of thm r emo 2day..dunt knw if its just me or wht..neway..

2day sapose to hav drum class..well so looking foverd to it...so blablabla..went for drum class..acturly taught can releast my frast in their..but sudently got a call saying tht teacher went bac d..well thy say he waz sick..lolzz..but me n my dad waz like talking about it..n came out with a solution saying he wazent sick..most probebly hav been pised of buy sum dude..hahaha..so mean rite..i knw...haha..but its funi la..haha..

hmm

2nite waz spalmist..haha..emm..waz ok la..well icom came n ply..well it waz ok la..but not up to exspactation lo..hehe..well thy wer fun plp la..1 2 go jam with thm but nvm la..some other time i gust..haha..

wht els..hmmm
well i gust thts it..

kind of boring la..i knw..hahaha..well wht to do..realy got ntg to blog about..haizz...just living in my emo word..lolzzz...jkjk..

matal rules!!!haha..

love writing on walls!!!
saw you 2day..1ted to talk 2 you but nvm la..dunt knw wht to say to you also..takut u marah kind of thing la..just hope tht v can start this over..mis those days with you..well just hope i can turn back time..but it just dunt work tht way..yea i will take tht advice..think b4 i do..well thnks..chao gurlll..miss you..

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its so friking anoiying whn sum1 you love dunt tust you...!!!arh..thts how i feel..n its frking suckish....

well arhh..tis is so friking gona hurt my pride..

yes ok i admide i did it..well at the same time i did like you ok..but doing so wont do any good..thts wht i taught..till several of thinking..mayb yes i did sumthing realy wrong..

arhh..im just so fuck up by u ok..i just cant stop thinking of you..arrhh..im sory la if i ever did anyting wrong..dunt knw wht to say la..i just dunt 1 2 do this anymore ok..freaking sick of it..

well i alwayz feel like a shit whn i like here you taking to a guy or stuf like tht..but i never taught about my slf..till previously i taught to my slf..mayb wht im doing ain good also..its wrong also..ain tht whn im doing..well it feels like shit doing this..

newayz..im realy sory if i did hurt you ok..yes i knw u do read my blog..u go tru my stuf 2..i do knw tht..i just dunt 1 2 say..coz thts whn i did also..

arhh...wht i hate the most whn u talks about a guys..it fucks me up ok..it alwayz make me feel no point waithing for you anymore..coz well u got tht guy..n thts y i did compremise whn she asked me to..after tht it waz over also ok..

so sory if i betrayed your trust..i knw doing this wont even make you care..coz obviously u dunt anymore..i bet you wont even read this..well wht els can i do..

well now u knw everything u 1na knw..i dunt think there is anything els i gota say..

well im realy sory..if i would hav another change i bet i will friking take it seriously..but i doulb so i will get tht..

realy hope tht i can hav this change to realy understand you..but sumtimes i dunt knw how to..you dunt talk to me..i cant spend time with you..u go ur life i got mine..or u just dunt 1 2 talk to me..i dunt knw..mayb..

but all i got to say is i will try my very very best to understand you if i realy got the change to..i bet ur thinking wht a loser i m..wel yea i think i had been 1..well realy sory for tht..

neway sory agin..hope i get tht change..sory gurl..wel gust im wrong..

SRY..

everything in this blog is about you..incase u dint knw..

wht a day..

love this pic..

emm 2day waz like so much fun..well i dunt knw wht to call this..its not a labour day coz im not working..well not a family day to..coz i dint realy join thm..not a e-skate meet up coz not all of us r thier..not chloes birthday..well it is..but other things went on 2..so well i gust its a combination of all of those..haha..

well it started off like waking up in the morning..well last nite slp like 4 sumthing coz trying to upload the vid i promist you..but cant dunt knw y..haizz..well 1ted 2 call you but its like nvm la..well i knw tht ur awake but..dunt knw y its feels like sumthing is holding me bac..well i miss you dam much wei..oopsss..haha..

acturly supose to wake up like 5 or sumthing like tht la..but every1 waz so tired slp till like 7 sumthing ne come..haha..so like aya nvm la..coz im not going for the ting ma..not realy not going la..but just going their for skate lo..dunt knw y but skate to me its like..dunt knw how to say la..its like so important..haha..well mayb coz i dunt realy got the change to skate now adays..haha..so realy hav to skate kao kao whn got the change to..haha..so yea...hha..

so went their..imidetly start skating..haha.4got to worm up n all..haha..but who cares..haha..dunt care..well erli tht time still got 1 guy la..well he kind of seems like a pro but not realy a pro la..well i can say beter thn me la..he saw me skating..thn he corected me..like u kwn..haha..blabla n stuf..suprsingly it works..haha..well thnks bro..haha..

so skate skate..thn watch thm ply..seems like fun but dunt realy 1 2 join in..dunt fell like it..mayb coz all im thinking at tht time is skate..haha..

so just continew skating la..b4 boon hoe n thy all come i already got my first big fall..well im like trying to do the acid drop wich i learn on youtube..well it kind of work out but dint realy did..haha..i did the first 1..thn the 2nd 1..faill..haha..got a big cunt..haha..not realy big la..but its a bruce la..dunt like it..yuks..but still like thy say..no pain no gain..but..wht did i gain a??well..hmm...mayb some cuts tht looks cooll..haha...jkjk..haha..

thn after everything i waz like still 1 2 continew skating coz band prac waz cancled..haha...but cant..dad 1 2 go bac..so ok la..go bac la..T.T..

so went back get ready for chloe birthday..blablabl..so went to her birthday..so went to pavi to get her dunt knw wht maskara make up stuf..its like ..wao!!now i knw how much thy cost..its a mac la..the only make up brand i knw..haha..its exspensive thoo!!!well for you chloe ok la..best fren..so ok la..dunt realy mind..haha..so bought it..thn my cozen say 1 2 meet a fren la..so ok lo..tht guy realy a..i tell you i luv his hair..how good if i got it..dam cool wei...kind of a emo rocker la..nice like crab wei..

well after tht wen jalan with thm means with chloe thy all la..go swg..pavi..every weir la..haha..thn had dinner with her parents..haha..scery wei..haha..but after tht thy turn out fine la..thy ar kind of freanly lo..can talk 1 la..haha.very fun to b with..haha.not like some other parents la..haha..

well i gust thts it for the day..

ur so hot 2day!!!!haha..if ur talking abut me ..well sure i will take you their..lolzz..fell so perasan..lolzzz..

newayz chao..

picpic..

no im not looking at her..

been force to take..lolzz..